I don't usually say personal things, but sometimes it makes me feel better. I just know that my school friend reads my journal sometimes. But please, could you not read this one please? You know who you are!
I don't mind total strangers reading this, you can't come see me Monday morning, in school, and say: "What! You did that!?"

So if you know me in real life, please do not read this unless your first name starts with Y, Your second name starts with A, you are married, to someone who's first name starts with Y, and went cinema to the O2 with me on Friday the 20th of February 2009. You are directly concerned.

Last warning!! DO NOT READ IF YOU KNOW ME and are not Y!

Please please please!!

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So, I will say the worst thing I have ever done.
On Friday, the 20th of February, 2009, whilst on the bus, heading home, I made the person I look up to, I love being with and one of my best friends..... cry. I will never forget that moment, even though she told me to. I just can't. I cried after for being such an idiot. The reason my friend cried was: I wasn't talking to her as kinda upset at her. Then she sent me a text, which I did not read, being kinda upset. Then she started crying (she told me she thought she had made me really upset- she said she's really sensitive when it comes to friends, which doesn't excuse the fact I made her cry of course!) and I wanted to kick myself. So I sent two texts saying how sorry I was and then I said it too. We are still friends, obviously!! But I just felt soooooo bad. I have learnt my lesson. I hope never to make anyone cry again.